I wish I could see who downloads my art!

I wish I could find my top hat!

I wish I could eat Andrew-Lee Pott's face!

I wish I knew why all my ex and I can talk about is his sex life and the act of cutting and how he can't stand it!

I wish I had the amazing blanket and her mutter got me for Christmas down stairs with me!

I wish I could talk like the White Knight all the time like I am now!

I wish I wasn't so scared of Dinosaurs that they get a capital D for I DUNGED MY PANTS!

I WISH TO GO TO WONDERLAND!

I WISH TO REMEMBER HOW TO SAY THAT IN GERMAN BUT I'M TOO COLD AND HYPER TO REMEMBER!

I WISH I WASN'T SO COLD AND HYPER!

...Have not been on dA as much as I had hoped that I would. I've been real busy with work, school, and spending my last bit of time with before she moves to Honolulu. Which happened this morning, good bye my dear Sophia, I'll miss you and see you in January or February.

Anyways, now that I'm on Winter Break from GRCC, I should maybe hopefully probably at least I intend to post some pictures on here >.<' Oi oi, I've been drawing a lot lately, just nothing that I'd want to post in anything other than scraps.

And I'm out job hunting, trying to get either a second job or a job that will pay more/give me more hours. My family is probably moving to Michigan in the summer, we find out on Tuesday, and I have no real desire to go with them. The college I want to attend is here in WEWA and so are a lot of my friends, I don't feel like running off now to start over again in Michigan. So, here's to life, moving out, and attempting to be a mature, responsible adult, and getting a room mate!!! Or... getting my prospective room mate a job!!! Love you Aud!

And, in other news of my personal life... Have a new boyfriend (as seen in the Marine picture I posted) who is a strange little cookie and probably going to start working at the Nintendo Plant in North Bend.. lucky lucky duck. Yes, how many people knew that Nintendo was made and based out of Washingon State? Yeah we're cool!

And I'm trying to quit smoking, again. I had quit, then I started up agian >.< It's not as bad as it sounds, I only smoke when opportunity of someone willing to lend a few happens, which is more than it should, but blah. Need to teach myself to say NOOOOOOOOOooooOOOooO!! And no, "OMG SMOKING EWW ur GROSS NASTY BLECH YOU'RE GONNA DIE FROM THAT OMGLOLBBQSAUCE ROFLCOPTER!" Seriously people, I know. I've held a jar with a smokers' tongue in it, and another with their lungs, I know very well what it does.

And happy birthday to and my sister Abigail, both on Monday!

I keep saying how I will get pictures I owe people done, promise pictures, promise promise promise... and I will get them done, I swear.

But I don't know when.

I was getting back into drawing, totally was rockin' the note book in class, and then I started my new medicine and it is hitting me hard. Extremely fatigued, sleepy, in a fog, head aches, lack of energy, apathy, just dead. The first few weeks are always supposed to suck the most, so hopefully I will feel better in a few weeks since today is only day 4.

So, if I am not on here, or if I am and not saying anything to you or commenting or replying or whatever, that's why.



And thank you and for putting up with me during my druggy sleepy stoned days when I still have a ton of medicine running through my system and can't form a sentence right. I you!



Edit: And for those of you who don't know strong prescriptions that well, no I am not [link] and getting stoned on them on purpose, that was in 10th grade. No, these pills are strong, so I take them before I go to bed and sleep the worst part off that really F***s me over, then I wake up and feel happy and good. But if I don't get enough sleep, or take the pills too late, then I am screwed up until they finally work their way through, generally by the end of Deutsch.

I demand a virgin sacrifice now!

That I am in Holman Library at GRCC looking reading a gay fur comic.

Mein heisse ist Katiiey. Le bleistiffe ich gelb... Herr Dirke ich not the best German teacher in the world but he is amusing.



AND I AM DRINKING NOS!

THE BIGGEST CONTAINER OF NOS YOU CAN BUY!

AND I CHUGGED HALF OF IT!

AND NOW I AM GOING TO POLITICAL SCIENCE CLASS WITH THE BIGGEST SET OF JITTERS IN THE WORLD!

I DON'T DRINK ENERGY DRINKS EVER FOR A REASON!

BUT I ONLY SLEPT ABOUT AN HALF HOUR LAST NIGHT!

BECAUSE I WAS SAD AND THROWING UP OUT OF SADNESS!

BUT NOW I AM HAPPY!

BECAUSE SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE GOOD HAPPENED THIS MORNING!

I WILL FIND OUT AFTER SCHOOL IF IT IS GOOD!

BUT I ONLY GOT A HALF HOUR OF SLEEP BECAUSE SOMEONE TEXTED ME THE GOOD THING!

AND WOKE ME UP 2 HOURS BEFORE MY ALARM CLOCK!

AND I COULDN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP!

SO I AM UBER EXHAUSTED!

THUS I GOT THE ENERGY DRINK OF JITTERS!

SO IT IS EITHER JITTERS OR SLEEP IN THE CLASS!

I CHOSE JITTERS!

I AM IN THE MOOD FOR CAPS LOCK,

Obviously.